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I think I’m delusional.
I cannot believe what’s happening to my life right now.
What I thought to be impossible became partial reality.
And I’m totally lost in this havoc heart of mine.

I think I’m crazy.
I cannot believe how I react to my emotions right now.
I laugh, I cry, I smile, that I frowned.
And I’m totally unsure what I’m feeling right down.

I think I’m flying.
I cannot believe how high I am right now.
But I’m afraid I’ll wake up from this dream someday.
Afraid that I’ll fall down crashing and crush my head.

I want to believe that it’s true.
I want to laugh, and smile and cry some happy tears.
I want to believe that this dream is real.
To wake up and see and smell this dream in reality.