life's a mess

Dear Sumire,

Just when I thought I'm one step closer to my dreams, i felt like I'm being dragged miles away from it. I thought I was so sophisticated, but now I feel simplistic.

Life is like a paper boat rocking in the middle of the very vast ocean. We don't know what's ahead of us, and we don't know what had just gone past us. We don't know what's about to come, or have the worst gone past us yet.

Rocking and rocking in the middle of the ocean, with no sense of direction. We're only as fragile as the wet paper boat, when will we be crushed?

Life makes us wonder "Will we ever find the promised land?" Like Moses' men wandering in the deserts, maybe in 40 years we might.

That's life.

jin

day 4 - photo of my best friend

Dear Sumire,

Yesterday was a hectic day at work. Watched Harry Potter 7.2, which was kinda entertaining, then I went home, and I went to bed, and I woke up an hour later to be struck by a crazy-ass toothache, which forced me to drive out at 1am in the morning, went to Subang Medical Center where I got a jab and a consultation, and burn a RM100 hole in my pocket.

It was so unbearable really. I was cringing in pain, sweaty palms and my entire body was trembling!

Anyway, its day 4, and I should post a favorite picture of my best friend.

That was the pimp or bapak ayam of 5 Sc 2 of year 2004.

Oh Gosh! That was like how many years ago? Seven? After seven years, I still like that picture of him. We sure are old now!

And by the way, my convocation is finally going to happen tomorrow.

So I should sleep!

jin

21 minute blogging

Dear Sumire,

I've like 23 minutes more before I speed back to Shah Alam, for dinner, and for bed. So here's a super duper speedy blog update which I should've wrote since like 2 weeks ago. Anyway, I'd been lazy to update this blog lately. It was probably due to my emotional quality being pretty doomed this last few weeks. But anyhow, now I'm happy, I know what I want, and I won't jeopardize my own dreams.

Talking about having dreams, I had this weird dream this morning about how I crash into a man in red color tee shirt. Guess what? He rose up and plunged open my door and pulled me out of my car and try to pummel me. I got into a fight with him, but no matter how hard I punch, nothing landed on him. Well, him on me neither. But that's no dream. That's nightmare. What am I talking about here anyway.

Dreams! Yes, dreams. I dreamed that I would be a Graphic Designer one day, but that's a dream no more too. Currently I'm working as a Junior Graphic Designer at Leno Marketing Bhd, and I think I'd been here like 3 weeks now. It's my first REAL job so I really had a lot to learn.

If you asked me about how working life is like, I'll leave you with two alphabets. No, not F.U. lah. O.T.! I'm leaving office at 9p.m. sometimes. Sometimes later. Sometimes, Saturday and Sunday also I'd to come back to office to finish off whatever not. Unpaid O.T. plak tu!

Nah, I'm not complaining. I'm kinda used to it by now. Even my Bie stopped complaining about me coming home late now. Well, not stop as in stop entirely, but you know? Stop for the time being?

Now that I'm working Monday to Friday (and sometimes Saturday, or sometimes Sunday...) I don't even have much time for movies! Talking about movies. Oh my oh my.

Transformers 3? Sucked. Like seriously sucked big time. Okay, it was probably a little damn bit better then the second installment, but the second sequel sucked big time too alright. I don't get what TF 3 want to deliver at all. At all! The characters had no depth, and Optimus Prime chickens in his truck mode when he's pissed? Really? Sounds like a kid to me. Not very 'Prime' like huh? The only thing to applaud in this movie is the 3D technology. But hey, I saw that awesome trick in the first TF movie already. So, nothing really special about it.

And I watched Green Lantern too. I went in expecting to be disappointed, but I came out smiling. It was no good. But it wasn't all that bad neither. Maybe it's because I went in expecting to be disappointed as I mentioned earlier.

Well, I wished I could write more. But It's 6.13 now, and I want to leave this place at 6.15 sharp! (It's not like I'd the chance to do so all the time. So please, excuse me.) ;-P

That conclude my 21 minute blogging with all words sans picture. LOL
jin

black and white picture with colour?

Dear Sumire,

I know this is so random, but I'd really wanna share this, because this is really really cool! The purplish picture will turn into a black and white image, but you'll still see colors for a few seconds! Cool ain't it?

Check it out!

Cun neh?! *Yawn*

Sleepy,

jin

gloomy

Dear Sumire,

Lately I felt pretty much like shit. As if nothing really goes well, and the the day seems gloomy as ever.

To name a few, I haven't really got any confirmation from any intern companies yet. So basically I'm really just sitting here waiting for the gloomy sky to fall on me.

May the God arrange the best for us all.

jin