the riNg

is this really a new beginning?
is this significant?
i don't know.

will i ever know her again like i use to?
or will there be a thousand secrets between us that i'll never find out?

i wish i could just bleed it all out.
the walls are just too high now.

my fRee faLL

I free fall
Like jumping off the cliff
Wondering what to expect
When the fall finally ends

Soft cushion of flowers, or
Slow flowing rivers, or
Cold hard bed of stone?

But nothing seems to last forever
And I am surprise
By how things can change

Flowers turn to thorns
Cut my skin
And bruised my heart

Calm rivers suddenly run wild
I’m washed away
Drowned in my own sorrow

And if I ever fall on a bed of stone
And if I could only wish
I wish that the stone will be kind to me
Crumble into a sea of sand
And let me rest in peace
In its warm and tender coating

i aM...

I am…

Her nightmares.
Her headaches.
Her sufferings.
Her troubles.
Her misery.
Her pain.

But for what I am,
She LOVES me.
She still loves me no matter what.

I’m sorry mummy.

I just couldn’t put my words correctly at times.
I never meant to hurt you.
Never meant to make you cry.
And it breaks my heart to see you cry.

I’m sorry mummy.
I love you.