You will not deserve the second chance

I’d tried to be as positive as I am. And if you’re telling me I’m not trying hard enough, then I will let you hear me say, “Fuck you.”

I regretted doing many things in my life. I tried to change. But life can be very unforgiving. Life is a one way road, and you can never change what you did in the pass.

Never do any wrong thing in your life. You will not deserve the second chance. Once you err, you’re faulty for life. If anyone told you that they’re giving you a second chance, they’re lying straight to your face. You’re not allowed to love, to befriend, to be loved.

Never do anything wrong with your life. Your loved ones will suffer. They will be haunted by the ghosts of your pass. They will forever live in the grasp of suffering as long as they love you. They’ll never be free until you’re gone.

Never do anything wrong in your life. You may be judged even before the judgment day. You will face the eyes of the world. They will despise you, they care not if you’re a changed soul. A damned soul is a damned soul.

To those who’d make mistakes in life. Congratulations. You earned your ticket to hell.

Let me wish you this: “Fuck you, and welcome to my life.”

jin

the riNg

is this really a new beginning?
is this significant?
i don't know.

will i ever know her again like i use to?
or will there be a thousand secrets between us that i'll never find out?

i wish i could just bleed it all out.
the walls are just too high now.